Loss of fire

This week is the worst for me. Is like I loss the fire inside me to work. I keep having bad mood and did not want to step out if the house to the office.

Why is this happen to me, is it that I sm too stress and going siao liao.

I read thru a doctor report of siao ra, he stated that the when your wire in your head going to break these are the things to look out for:

1- moody
2- depress
3- hot temper
4- life is nothing to you
5- the world owe you 10 million dollars

I think back on the 5 items and found I have them all plus - I SCREW MY LIFE -